Saturday, February 23, 2008

I studied something :D

After long boring afternoon, I studied physics.Woah! After a hectic moring with silly old aromatic compounds ie benzaldehyde and benzoic acid, studying physics was monstrous. But I broke through it! An Achievement. Yippi!

Only a few more months of this ruddy toil and then its party. The thought of it is so damn distracting. But its a good recreation.

Friendship- a lesson learnt

Note: This is not preaching stuff here, its only my feelings penned down so keep your comments with yourself unless you want to comment something on the article!

Heck! I had enough studies! I just thought of thinking about something. Its weird to notice that the people who you think are "your own" people are the ones who may be the biggest cheats. For example, your best friends may not be your true friends. Now the question is how? Well, to know this first assess yourself. If your friends think that you would take their comments on certain things in wrong way and would break apart from them, then you are at loss. This would stop them from pointing your true mistakes. True friends are those who keep telling you where you are wrong and how can you improve. The point is very clear. Not all good friend (good at heart) may be true friends.

2nd type of friends include those who dispose you off at the time of need. They are the ones who pretend to be your friends. Wealth will buy you lot of friends but wealth wont buy you genuine friends. In India, we call such people "Matlabi". You will find these at all corners of the world. They are cheats, frauds, no-good sort of people. One must learn to be rather careful from them.

3rd type of friends are those who would remain there true to you. They will critisie you on the face and try and give you solutions. They are the TRUE friends. They would not betray you at any point of time.

The best example of true friendship is the movie spiderman-2. Harry, when he is drunk in a high society party where Peter is a photographer, slaps insults and does stupid things to Peter. Peter takes it all and forgives Harry in the end. That is the real true friendship!

Friday, February 22, 2008

Recent happenings

After series of lows i struck a high for the first time in days. I'm feeling rather confident about myself. Will talk to that girl on 1st day of our exam. It was bugging to think if I should or I should not and finally I found out that the only person stopping me, was me! How stupid!

Anyway, I managed to get through the bugging chapters of wave optics (finally, phew!). The chapters on ray optics remain(sigh!). I still find the definitions in Polarisation and Huygen's principle (mostly those wried derivations) a bit awkward. I'm not really comfortable with those.

I still have got to do away with benzaldehyde and benzoic acid.

Y'day I was too bored of writing on paper so I did a bit of a graffiti sort of thing on the walls of my house Mom was angry but I escaped. I remembered everything that I wrote, so no problem.

Polymers can test your nerves. They are sick. Hope its over. Next friday at this time, I would be back after writing my 1st board paper. Isn't that exciting [:( , yuck]!

My end of 12th will bring an end to the silly saga of this girl with whom I'm involved right now and hopefully it will be a start of a new day. I'm rather looking forward to it!

Thursday, February 21, 2008

1st day at serious study

ok. i'm fed up of this girl who i always think about. she's just too naive, childish and proud (as one of my friends pointed out). she is immature. i just hope she becomes mature in few weeks time cause i wish to share lot of things with her.

anyways today i did a lot of work. swallowed over 50 reactions in aromatic chemistry covering merely aniline and phenol! phew! that was tough!

a friend of mine had a good news to share. he got a nokia N70 finally :)

i think i m going to become a ful-fledged nerd in coming weeks time cause of our great EDUCATION system. never mind that now, sigh!

hope to get a proper sleep cause i'm under a lot of stress these days. have a burden of so many expectations. my today's achievement also includes writing something on internet site with out using any abbreviations and "messengerish" language! what an accomplishment! yippi!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

ATTITUDE-IS IT EVEN JUSTIFIED?

people have got this new freaking habit of cacooning themselves in a shell.. bleh that scuks to the bloody core. cant some1 just live widout attitude.. at the age of 17 n 18 many gals have an attitude may be cuz they luk good or may be for some other God-damn reason. y have an attitude?

its India damn it. gals r wed off to someone just to satisfy the social customs. c'mon , i mean how cud some1 bear to live their enitre life wid a completely unknown person. heck thats a mystery. never mind. y shud i bother if they aren't? i just wish people had less attitude cuz it wud be lot more happy world widout it than wid it. :(

Sunday, November 4, 2007

My outburst: why the hell does Studying mean pain

Its obvious that if u r an Indian u hav to study crap u never wished to... urgh evs n shit like that
evry parent in this country wants his/her son/daughter to be a stupid doc or engg... is there no life beyond it? i mean wtf do v do after studyin all this? work till some 60 yrs of age n then sit in house listening to our kids talking abt us as a burden in the family,, that sux..

i wanna enjoy life wrk only till 35 not more not less... then get the hell out of this stupid job thing n go to places that have always appealed to me... its disgusting to c wen authors have to tell people that its important for them to LIVE LIFE... c'mon i mean no1 shud be tellin us guys that v hav to live... nd slogging is definately not living... its like killing ur days of survival,,,. people have gloomy expression on faces out of exhaustion.. y? did nature ask us to take all these pains.. these are bloody norms set down by the people.. the so called wise people... if this is wisdom then this is shit.. i mean it wont help anyone live...

the surveys conducted too show that people are getting agitated more quickly cuz of this stupid problem nd there are others who believe that smiling is crime... in Mumbai at least no1 wud be seen saying a good morning to each other even during travelling in the same damn bus.. ppl wud rush to take a seat nd if something un-toward happens then there r abuses flying around... thats wat u get if u over-exploit urself... at the age of 16 nd 17 v children r taught that earning is the only freaking thing u got to do ...there's no wrong in their behaviour,,

i m too disgusted by this kind of a lifestyle :(

Monday, July 23, 2007

Harry potter and the deathly hallows...a review

WARNING: SPOILERS AHEAD

After reading harry potter and deathly hallows i feel that the book is perfectly awesome n Rowling has tied up all the loose ends. the book moves fast wid a real breath taking pace.
the adventure is superb. the thrill and suspence in the book is worth all the hype that had created before its release!
after reading the book its sad to note that few of our favourite characters are dead. after reading 7 books of harry potter it is but natural for most of use to feel sorry for ron's family. however this was least expected but the death of severus snape is rather more sorrowful. the fact that he loved Lily Evans was a mighty shock and to learn that he was always against the Voldemort was even shocking.

in the end its like the family has come to an end. the grief that this book was last of the series makes me feel rather more sad. its like loosing out on the lives of the important members of life. harry ron and hermione had certainly gained a huge part in everyones life. its difficult to imagine that there shall be no more quidditch matches or any of the rule breaking at hogwarts nor shall the secrets of hogwarts shall be revealed. its rather a mixture of happy and sad feeling. harry survived and so did his close friends and the sad part is that all of us are going to miss hogwarts and the things that harry and his pals had done since so many years!

this was the best series of books that i have ever read. Rowling deserves all the congratulations and good wishes after keeping readers engrossed in her page turner books for so long.....alas its all over and harry has grown up a bit too much for it to continue as children's novel!